“I don’t know”

“this guy with a mustache?”

“I think he was a communist”

“an actor or someone?”

” I have never heard of him”

“the Holocaust didn’t happen”

“Christianity is a nice religion but lets let it die out”

“Would you kill Hitlers mom while she was pregnant with him?”

“The heaviest blow that ever struck humanity was the coming of Christianity

http://agendadocumentary.com

When Idaho Legislator Curtis Bowers wrote a “letter to the editor” about the drastic changes in America’s culture, it became the feature story on the evening news, people protested at the Capitol, and for weeks the local newspapers were filled with responses. He realized then… he’d hit on something. Ask almost anyone and you’ll hear, “Communism is dead! The Berlin Wall came down.” Thought the word communism isn’t used anymore, this film will show the ideas behind it are alive and well. Join Bowers for a fascinating look at the people and groups that have successfully targeted America’s morality and freedom in their effort to grind America down. It’s a well documented AGENDA

Instructions:

Download and unzip: mivavm-v5.13-linux.tar.gz
Upload the two folders to /home/USERNAME/public_html/cgi-bin:

certs USERNAME:USERNAME 0755 (the files were uploades with 644 perms)
lib USERNAME:USERNAME 0755 (Not sure if 755 is needed but that is what was used)

From cgi-bin, rename mivavm-v5.13 to mivavm and upload to: /home/USERNAME/public_html/cgi-bin
mivavm USERNAME:USERNAME 755

From cgi-bin, rename 3x.so to libmivaconfig.so and upload to: /home/USERNAME/public_html/cgi-bin
libmivaconfig.so USERNAME:USERNAME 644

Make sure you have these two files or your equivalent version:
openssl=/lib/libssl.so.2
openssl_crypto=/lib/libcrypto.so.2

Create a notepad file and name it mivavm.conf and upload to: /home/USERNAME/public_html/cgi-bin
mivavm.conf USERNAME:USERNAME 644 contents: (use the version of OpenSSL you have)

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mivavm.conf:

mivaroot=/home/USERNAME/public_html

stdmodedatadir=/home/USERNAME/private/mivadata
cadir=/home/USERNAME/public_html/cgi-bin/certs/openssl-0.9
openssl=/lib/libssl.so.2
openssl_crypto=/lib/libcrypto.so.2
securityoptions=13
dnslookup=0
globaltimeout=360000
mailtimeout=20
calltimeout=360000

authfile=/home/USERNAME/private/miva.authfile

<BUILTIN-LIB LIBRARY = “/home/USERNAME/public_html/cgi-bin/lib/builtins/crypto.so”>
<BUILTIN-LIB LIBRARY = “/home/USERNAME/public_html/cgi-bin/lib/builtins/archive.so”>
<BUILTIN-LIB LIBRARY = “/home/USERNAME/public_html/cgi-bin/lib/builtins/system.so”>
<BUILTIN-LIB LIBRARY = “/home/USERNAME/public_html/cgi-bin/lib/builtins/file.so”>
<BUILTIN-LIB LIBRARY = “/home/USERNAME/public_html/cgi-bin/lib/builtins/math.so”>
<BUILTIN-LIB LIBRARY = “/home/USERNAME/public_html/cgi-bin/lib/builtins/string.so”>
<BUILTIN-LIB LIBRARY = “/home/USERNAME/public_html/cgi-bin/lib/builtins/time.so”>
<BUILTIN-LIB LIBRARY = “/home/USERNAME/public_html/cgi-bin/lib/builtins/template.so”>
<BUILTIN-LIB LIBRARY = “/home/USERNAME/public_html/cgi-bin/lib/builtins/logging.so”>
<BUILTIN-LIB LIBRARY = “/home/USERNAME/public_html/cgi-bin/lib/builtins/mvlibgd.so”>

<COMMERCE-LIB METHOD = “LinkPoint” LIBRARY=”/home/USERNAME/public_htm/cgi-bin/lib/commerce/linkpoint.so”>

<DATABASE-LIB METHOD = “MySQL” LIBRARY=”/home/USERNAME/public_htm/cgi-bin/lib/databases/mysql.so”>
<DATABASE-LIB METHOD = “MivaSQL” LIBRARY=”/home/USERNAME/public_htm/cgi-bin/lib/databases/mivasql.so”>

ServerAdmin=YOU@YOURDOMAIN.com
mivaroot=/home/USERNAME/public_html
</VirtualHost>

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Create a notepad file and name it miva.authfile and upload to: / home/USERNAME/private/
miva.authfile USERNAME:USERNAME 755 (644 should be fine) contents:

miva.authfile:

YOURDOMAIN.com=/home/USERNAME/private/mivadata
USERNAME=/home/USERNAME/private/mivadata

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Upload diag6.mvc to public area and run (I had to use diag5.mvc, 6 failed a few falsely) run all tests. DELETE after done.

If you are running Miva 4, make sure to update the Authorize module to authnet.mvc-4.2403 if you are using Authorize.net, otherwise update your commerce module. Should be ready to go. =)

Weeks earlier, the director of the school had decided that it was time that Valya, a twelve year old Christian girl in Russia, should become a member of the Communist children’s group known as Pioneers. Valya refused, but refusal was not hers to make. By law, the director took place of her parents.

When membership day came, the girls stood in a group before a table on which were laid the three-pointed, red Pioneer scarves. One by one the other girls had stepped forward to take the oath and put on a scarf. All but Valya.

As the director prepared to read the oath for Valya, he pointed to two other girls. “You will place the scarf on Vayla’s neck as I read.”

He began, “I, as a young Pioneer of the U.S.S.R., before my comrades – patriots deciding the question of my admission into the organization – promise that I shall stand firmly for the cause of Lenin and for the victory of Communism. I promise…”
But his next words were drowned out as Vayla burst out in prayer to God and began to sing a hymn:

“We will stand firm for the Gospel faith, for Christ, following His example, forward all, forward after Him.”

Again and again, in Russian schools, Christian children would stand up in class to pray out loud and to witness. These children were beaten and forced to leave their families, but others followed their example.

In 1963, prayer was banned in American public schools. What would happen if American parents had taught their children not to submit to this decision? They would not have been beaten, and their parents would not have ended up in jail as in Russia.

The ACLU used the courts to change school policy. In 1948 the Supreme court used the “Separation of Church and State” argument to outlaw a time for school prayer. In 1962 the Supreme Court again declared that prayer in school was unconstitutional. In 1963 the Warren Court stopped schools from allowing Bible reading in classes. In 1980 the Supreme Court declared that posting the Ten Commandments in a school classroom violated the Constitution of the United States.

Thus while the early American schools taught the moral values from the Bible, with school prayer, today’s public school system prohibit teaching moral values from the Bible, or even allowing students to pray to a God that a majority of faiths in this country recognize. The result is America has become a land with much looser morals then 4 decades ago, which is having a negative affect on all sectors of our society. History shows us that when societies become corrupt they begin to come apart and crumble.

The claim is made by the ACLU that these violate the Constitution, but then why did the founding fathers have, Bible reading, School Prayer and the Ten Commandments in their schools? Did they not understand their own Constitution?

Here in the United States, the First Amendment of our Constitution guarantees us freedom of speech and freedom of religion. What have we done with that freedom? Must we wait until it is taken away as it was in Communist Russia or other dictatorial societies before we grow bold enough to stand up?

Say what you will, I see the state we are in today as moral decline, we would allow special interests groups a hold such as homosexual activism and liberal progressivism but deny any resemblance of the guide the bible has to offer. Just saying that word angers many. School shootings, young mobs, vandals, future welfare dependants in the making…our making. Well I say take your pill and enjoy it, it was a placebo.

A Nation that refuses to teach its children right from wrong, good from evil will become a corrupt nation, where sin prevails, evil abounds, and children do as they please!

• 1963 — ABINGTON SCHOOL DIST. v. SCHEMPP — banned school-directed recital of the Lord’s Prayer and reading of Bible passages as part of “devotional exercises” in public schools.
• 1980 — STONE v. GRAHAM — banned the posting of the the Ten Commandments on public school classroom walls.
• 1985 — WALLACE v. JAFFREE — banned observance of “daily moments of silence” from public schools when students were encouraged to pray during the silent periods.
• 1990 — WESTSIDE COMMUNITY BD. OF ED. v. MERGENS — held that schools must allow student prayer groups to organize and worship if other non-religious clubs are also permitted to meet on school property.
• 1992 — LEE v. WEISMAN — outlawed prayers led by members of the clergy at public school graduation ceremonies.
• 2000 — SANTA FE INDEPENDENT SCHOOL DISTRICT v. DOE — banned student-led pre-game prayers at public high school football games.

Erik Erikson, a developmental psychologist came up with a theory on social development. Erikson is the one who coined the phrase “identity crisis”. Erikson explains there are eight stages through which a healthy person should pass from infancy to late adulthood. Each stage builds on the successful completion of the earlier stages. The stages not completed may be expected to reappear as problems later. The stages are:

• Hope: Trust vs. Mistrust (Infants, Birth to 1 year)
• Will: Autonomy vs. Shame & Doubt (Toddlers, 2 to 4 years)
• Purpose: Initiative vs. Guilt (Preschool, 4 to 6 years)
• Competence: Industry vs. Inferiority (Childhood, 7 to 13 years)
• Fidelity: Identity vs. Role Confusion (Adolescence, 14 to 24 years) Love: 25-40 Years
• Care: Generativity vs. Stagnation (Middle Adulthood, 45 to 65 years)
• Wisdom: Ego Integrity vs. Despair (Seniors, 65 years onwards)

Adolescence is a transitional stage of both physical and mental development occurring between puberty and an adult, generally 13 – 19 years. James Marcia has proven that people who form the most coherent self-concept in adolescence are those who are able to make intimate attachments in early adulthood, supporting Erikson’s theory.

In the 50’s Elvis was considered by most to be too racy for TV and “I Dream of Jeanie” was considered almost pornographic by many. Would you hurry to switch the TV off now if a fully clothed singer was moving his hips in front of your kids? No one really cares anymore. Why?

Turn on the tube now and MTV’s Skins, The Hard Times of RJ Berger, Jersey Shore, 16 and Pregnant and My Super Sweet 16 are among the many sexually explicit lineups targeted towards adolescents. Why?

What about school? Recently teens were forced to watch the gay bed scene from the movie Milk at Moreno Valley High School without the permission from the parents. After the movie, the teens were rewarded with Milk Duds candy. One student did who not want to participate was forced to read out loud from a biography honoring Harvey Milk. Why?

About 40 elementary school students in San Francisco were read a new children’s LGBT book “My Uncle’s Wedding”. Why?

Redwood Heights Elementary school in Oakland now has a curriculum to teach children gender identity for a sexual indoctrination course. Why?

Diane Schneider who represents the National education Association (NEA) who speaks for most of the teachers of the nation said that “Oral sex, masturbation and orgasms need to be taught in education”, “sex education is the only way to combat heterosexism…” In today’s schools kids are inundated with sex saturation not education. Why?

Most schools refuse to allow children to fail and not encourage them to challenge themselves by risking failure or self-esteem. Why?

Dora the Explorer to teach kids Spanish. Why?

The list goes on and on. Why?

Could it be a liberal agenda? Could it be marketing ploys? Could it be a government type of research? Could it be merely coincidence? Armed with basic developmental psychology it would be easy to manipulate most any type of agenda starting with the youth of America and have them continue the cause willingly whatever it may be. Many will defend any attempt of revelation as pure idiocy while others may see our country and way of life stolen by using the youth.

Busted, Plausible, Confirmed?

If you believe there is something going on, who is behind it and what can be done? If you think it is all tinfoil hat conspiracy garbage, why?

I honestly don’t have an answer right now. I love the Lord with all my heart and will never forget the blessings He has given me but this seems to be my major weakness right now. Do you have any tips or advise? I would love to hear it!

Sincerely and honestly,

Scott

Since I have been posting on here for the past few years, my policy has always been honesty first and honesty no matter what, so in keeping with that attempt at selfless honesty; I have been pretty much lost. Some hurdles have been rather hard to over come and I have really been trying to do it on my own despite what I know in my head and my heart. I have been wanting to get on here with some inspiring words but inspiration is in short order when walking alone…

Anyway, I am still just a broken sinner trying his best the walk the narrow path. I hope to have some inspiraitional words soon but I have some pain and sin that needs to be left at the cross. I know, it is just plain dumb to carry around that garbage but for reasons known to God’s, I can’t let it go right now.

Be back soon! I love you all,

Scott

When you get sad Jesus says in John 14:

 1 “Do not let your hearts be troubled. Trust in God; trust also in me. 2 In my Father’s house are many rooms; if it were not so, I would have told you. I am going there to prepare a place for you. 3 And if I go and prepare a place for you, I will come back and take you to be with me that you also may be where I am. 4 You know the way to the place where I am going.”

When you have sinned let your heart pour out to God like David did in Psalm 51(The Message):

 1-3 Generous in love—God, give grace! Huge in mercy—wipe out my bad record.
   Scrub away my guilt,
      soak out my sins in your laundry.
   I know how bad I’ve been;
      my sins are staring me down.

 4-6 You’re the One I’ve violated, and you’ve seen
      it all, seen the full extent of my evil.
   You have all the facts before you;
      whatever you decide about me is fair.
   I’ve been out of step with you for a long time,
      in the wrong since before I was born.
   What you’re after is truth from the inside out.
      Enter me, then; conceive a new, true life.

 7-15 Soak me in your laundry and I’ll come out clean,
      scrub me and I’ll have a snow-white life.
   Tune me in to foot-tapping songs,
      set these once-broken bones to dancing.
   Don’t look too close for blemishes,
      give me a clean bill of health.
   God, make a fresh start in me,
      shape a Genesis week from the chaos of my life.
   Don’t throw me out with the trash,
      or fail to breathe holiness in me.
   Bring me back from gray exile,
      put a fresh wind in my sails!
   Give me a job teaching rebels your ways
      so the lost can find their way home.
   Commute my death sentence, God, my salvation God,
      and I’ll sing anthems to your life-giving ways.
   Unbutton my lips, dear God;
      I’ll let loose with your praise.

 16-17 Going through the motions doesn’t please you,
      a flawless performance is nothing to you.
   I learned God-worship
      when my pride was shattered.
   Heart-shattered lives ready for love
      don’t for a moment escape God’s notice.

 18-19 Make Zion the place you delight in,
      repair Jerusalem’s broken-down walls.
   Then you’ll get real worship from us,
      acts of worship small and large,
   Including all the bulls
      they can heave onto your altar!

When you have been hurt join David in this prayer from Psalm 27:5-6:

 5 For in the day of trouble
       he will keep me safe in his dwelling;
       he will hide me in the shelter of his tabernacle
       and set me high upon a rock.

 6 Then my head will be exalted
       above the enemies who surround me;
       at his tabernacle will I sacrifice with shouts of joy;
       I will sing and make music to the LORD.

When you think God has left you, hold dear to Psalm 139 and 145:18 (The Message):

1-6 God, investigate my life; get all the facts firsthand.
   I’m an open book to you;
      even from a distance, you know what I’m thinking.
   You know when I leave and when I get back;
      I’m never out of your sight.
   You know everything I’m going to say
      before I start the first sentence.
   I look behind me and you’re there,
      then up ahead and you’re there, too—
      your reassuring presence, coming and going.
   This is too much, too wonderful—
      I can’t take it all in!

 7-12 Is there anyplace I can go to avoid your Spirit?
      to be out of your sight?
   If I climb to the sky, you’re there!
      If I go underground, you’re there!
   If I flew on morning’s wings
      to the far western horizon,
   You’d find me in a minute—
      you’re already there waiting!
   Then I said to myself, “Oh, he even sees me in the dark!
      At night I’m immersed in the light!”
   It’s a fact: darkness isn’t dark to you;
      night and day, darkness and light, they’re all the same to you.

 13-16 Oh yes, you shaped me first inside, then out;
      you formed me in my mother’s womb.
   I thank you, High God—you’re breathtaking!
      Body and soul, I am marvelously made!
      I worship in adoration—what a creation!
   You know me inside and out,
      you know every bone in my body;
   You know exactly how I was made, bit by bit,
      how I was sculpted from nothing into something.
   Like an open book, you watched me grow from conception to birth;
      all the stages of my life were spread out before you,
   The days of my life all prepared
      before I’d even lived one day.

 17-22 Your thoughts—how rare, how beautiful!
      God, I’ll never comprehend them!
   I couldn’t even begin to count them—
      any more than I could count the sand of the sea.
   Oh, let me rise in the morning and live always with you!
      And please, God, do away with wickedness for good!
   And you murderers—out of here!—
      all the men and women who belittle you, God,
      infatuated with cheap god-imitations.
   See how I hate those who hate you, God,
      see how I loathe all this godless arrogance;
   I hate it with pure, unadulterated hatred.
      Your enemies are my enemies!

 23-24 Investigate my life, O God,
      find out everything about me;
   Cross-examine and test me,
      get a clear picture of what I’m about;
   See for yourself whether I’ve done anything wrong—
      then guide me on the road to eternal life.

Psalm 145:18 
18 The LORD is near to all who call on him,
       to all who call on him in truth.

When you hurt remember the pure love God has given you described in 1 Corinthians 13:4-7:

4 Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. 5 It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. 6 Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. 7 It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres.

When you feel like giving up remember Psalm 27:14:

 14 Wait for the LORD;
       be strong and take heart
       and wait for the LORD.

Rest assured in Jesus Mark 8:34-35 (The Message):

34-37 Calling the crowd to join his disciples, he said, “Anyone who intends to come with me has to let me lead. You’re not in the driver’s seat; I am. Don’t run from suffering; embrace it. Follow me and I’ll show you how. Self-help is no help at all. Self-sacrifice is the way, my way, to saving yourself, your true self. What good would it do to get everything you want and lose you, the real you? What could you ever trade your soul for?

All I can say is Wow! I highly suggest you see it. I cannot stop thinking about it. The movie goes deep into the viewers own life and exposes truths we don’t always like to see. I must admit that after seeing this movie, I have not been the husband God wants me to be. I left the theater longing for change, change that boils down to a better, more fulfilled relationship with God and with my wife. Bottom line, this movie can change you!

One step closer (this week) to Christ,
Scott